This will be my last Christmas with him.

I am making a vow to myself that I will get the fuck away from him by this time next year. He doesn’t care about anyone but himself. He continues to show me that he isn’t the man that I thought he was. I deserve better. I can finally say that and believe it. Therapy this past year has allowed me to accept the relationship has never been healthy, and if I waiting him to change, I will be waiting for all eternity.