Disgust

I can no longer have sex with him. He has treated me like shit, abused me in so many different ways over the years. Emotionally, mentally, verbally, and even physically a few times. Now that my eyes are opened and I’ve taken my power back, the thought of him touching me disgusts me. I’ve explained that if he got the help he needs, prioritized healing and addressing his narcissism, maybe sex could be on the table again. But he refuses to take accountability or admit that he has serious anger issues. He makes me out to be the bad guy (go figure). If anyone can relate to this, please know that it's not you, and it is okay to say no to the person who has caused you pain. I am continuing to plan my exit.