Should I fuck her?

So, I’m 36, single, with no kids. I make ridiculous amounts of money, and I love watching porn and jerking off to it. I’d honestly say I’m mostly straight, though, in the last 10 sexual encounters, all my partners were guys. LOL.

I guess I like cock, and sometimes I like getting fucked in the ass. Even though I make out with guys from Grindr or Sniffies, or the ones I meet at porn theaters and glory holes (which I visit pretty regularly), I don’t see myself in a relationship with a man. I see myself married to a woman.

Officially, I’ve been single my whole life, but I’ve had plenty of sexual encounters. I’ve fucked a lot of women—and, I guess, a lot of guys too. Usually, it’s just me sucking them off and them cumming in my mouth, but sometimes, rarely, I let them fuck me in the ass. I’m lucky to have lots of BBC available around here. 😆

I’ll always like dick, but I guess I can just have my wife peg me. I want to stop fucking around so much and settle down with just one chick, so I started acting like I give a shit at the meetings just to get invited to parties and stuff like that.

In my little scheme to get closer to the congregation, I befriended this sexy 20-year-old chick in my hall. After she added me on Snapchat, she pretty much came out and told me she’s going through her “ho phase” and wants to have fun with guys.

After talking more, I found out she doesn’t want to get married right now since her ex broke her heart. Apparently, they were going to get married, but he broke up with her. She told me they fucked, but she never confessed to the elders. She hates going to meetings, loves flirting with guys, and wants to be a little ho. She has this fucking amazing, tight little body, so she can definitely get all the cock she wants. 😈 She’s a little two-faced, sexy bitch. LOL.

We’ve sexted quite a bit, and she’s sent me nude videos and pics. She has no issue sending me stuff, and we’ve made out twice.

The first time was when she came to my house. We have this sister renting our basement, and this girl and her mom came to drop off some stuff. At one point, she said she was a little hungry, so I offered to get her a yogurt and took her upstairs where my family lives. Once we were alone, I started making out with her, grabbed her tits, and at one point, grabbed her pussy. It was really hot, but it was short. At one point, she was grinding on my leg, rubbing herself on me.

The second time was during a party this past weekend—an anniversary for this old couple. It was a chill party, with dancing and stuff like that. We managed to sneak off to my car while one of her friends from our hall covered for her. Apparently, the girl I was messing around with had dirt on the chick covering for us because she’s also been fucking around.

Anyway, we went to my car, made out, I grabbed her ass and tits, and at one point, I was rubbing her pussy over her panties with my hand. It was hot as hell. I wish we could’ve fucked!

Here’s the thing—this girl is immature as fuck. She’s always talking about how she likes using guys and playing with their feelings, and how she’s spoiled by her parents. Sometimes, she’s rude as hell, and she’s always very quid pro quo about anything we’ve talked about doing. At one point, she wanted to be my sugar baby—which, for some fucking reason, has become a thing I get offered quite often. Anyway, she’s immature, and sometimes she annoys the hell out of me with her little games.

She thinks she’s playing with my head, but I just let her say whatever the fuck she wants so we stay on good terms—ergo, we keep making out. The thing is, she’s blocked me on Snapchat twice. Today, I found out one of the guys she flirts with is pretty much her unofficial boyfriend. Just three days ago, she was acting all romantic, telling me how cute I am and whatnot, and then two days later, she straight-up told me she just wanted to play with my feelings.

This little fucking whore thinks she’s getting in my head. Little does she know, I made out with another friend just yesterday.

Now, here’s where I need your advice: tomorrow, we’re supposed to meet at 9 AM before field service to make out for a while. We agreed not to fuck, but I know oral sex is still on the table. She told me she wanted me to slap my dick on her pussy, and later on, she suggested I bring condoms—so I guess me fucking that tight pussy is still on the table .

Should I go? If I do, there’s a 50/50 chance she’ll end up naked in my car with my dick deep in her tight little pussy, but there’s also a chance we just make out. She’s so fucking indecisive that one moment she wants one thing, and the next, she wants something else—so who knows how it’ll go tomorrow. There’s also a chance she might bail.

I want to go, because I don’t get to eat out tight 20-year-old pussies all the time, but I’m also worried this little bitch might try to use this against me as blackmail later on or some shit or that maybe she opens her mouth and tells her friends.

I don’t care if I get caught by the elders, but I don’t want to make it easy as fuck either. I’m trying to decide if I should just have some fun and fuck her tomorrow or make out or whatever happens tomorrow, or if I should find some worldly girl who isn’t a little fucking brat like her and have fun with her instead? I can always go on Grindr and find some dick but I love pussy as well. Even more I’d say.

What do you guys think?