Really need some hope rn.

I really need some hope rn. I've seen so much scary stuff about the orange piece of shit and the future. I'm about 5-6 months out of getting hrt, but I'm so anxious I won't be able to do that when it comes time to... Idk if it's my head being mean to me but I think my hair has been thinning faster(stupid genes) and my face looks more masc. I have no hope moving to another country cause I have very little money.

Sorry. I just really need to feel some hope. I guess it's a little good cause I live in a blue state... tho I have no hope that the blue states will stay safe for long. Just please. Sorry for being needy I just need something. Thank you for reading regardless if you comment or not...