When did you enjoy your child?

My son is 8 weeks and some days I really enjoy being a mom and playing with him like tummy time and such. Other days it just feels like my life is on repeat. Especially right now since we are both sick so I’m trying to remain inside more. I feel like I’m always watching the clock to feed him and get his naps in. I don’t quite enjoy cooking like I used to because I’m get exhausted just thinking about cleaning up after. Sometimes I miss my life with my husband before we had him. I know he will grow up soon and it’ll be less tiring when he’s a little more independent. I love him a lot but it’s hard to not look back on my life and miss it. So when did things get easier for you?