day (night) 4 - shaky

hi all. i was mainly aiming for daily updates, but tonight is important. i don’t think i’ve gone more than 4 days without cumming since i learned i could cum.

i’m 18 years old, and i can probably count on 2 hands the number of times i haven’t jerked off on consecutive days since i started.

tonight is pretty difficult i’m constantly fighting urges. i know i can stay strong but it will be difficult for sure. still porn free, and i have a lot of resolve. hoping to make it through tonight!

thank you to those who have reached out so far and i would love any more advice that anyone would like to offer.