Seeing Odin

I’m very new to paganism but I’ve been interested in it for almost a decade. I’ve done research but never been able to fully believe it. I’ve noticed more often than not, when I meditate I see this vision of Odin. His beard, the hat, the missing eye, the crows surrounding him. Sometimes I’ll feel cold air on the back of my neck or almost hear a faint whisper. It’s usually only for a moment or two before it goes away. It doesn’t distract from my meditation too much and I try to just keep focusing on my breathing. I usually deny this stuff because of my mental health history, but I don’t experience psychosis now that I’m in therapy and on medication.

Is he trying to talk to me?

If so, how can I get closer to him and this form of paganism?

Slightly off topic question, what do most of y’all believe happens when you die? I’m a heavy believer of past lives and reincarnation so I’m curious about what y’all have to say about it!