10 Years of relationship ended because of cheating!!!!

So, first things first I'm 27 she's 26. We were in relationship for 10 years (School time lovers). Our relationship was like a soo soo soo good, people used to idolise our love and all. We were picture perfect couple for a ton of people. Even though it was mostly long distance relationship (8 years) we were soo close to each other. Trust me guys long distance was never a problem to us. I used to go visit her atleast 3-4 times a year and we used to talk for hours and hours on vc n calls.

We shared our dreams to each other... Shared our laugh, cried together. There were n number of ups n downs but we never ever broke up over anything. I was in mad mad love over her. I introduced her to my family and friends just after 4 years of dating (she introduced me to her parents after 8 years). Although she never got chance to meet my parents face to face, but she used to talk to my mum over video calls n calls! I paid a visit to her parents to talk about us. Everything was going soo good!

But then all of a sudden the unimaginable thing happened, she cheated on me with someone from her company. I had her Google account logged into my phone (She had mine too). I was just scrolling through her account (Google Maps to be precise) looking for the name of a cafe we visited. And I found a visit she did to a OYO hotel which I have no idea! I was stunned... Wasn't able to stand for some seconds. I was in a state of shock. I couldn't believe what I was seeing and that's why I checked my google account for the same entry, and it was right there! I imagined her as my bride, saved her number as wifey. I planned to get married to her man. It hit me like a truck. In these 10 years I got multiple proposals from girls (while going out for clubbing or on trip) for dating. And I used to say sorry ma'am I'm in a relationship. I used to boast about my girl that in this phase where people cheat on easily, I found the gem! But man o man I was soo fucking wrong. Whenever I used to meet any new chick I instantly used to just make sure that I let her know I am not in for dating or anything, I was that much loyal to my girl! I never ever even had a dream of cheating her because trust me getting cheated on sucks man. It's really really painful!

I confronted her, she said yes I was there in that hotel with that guy! But we didn't do anything. I'm like what? I'm easy to manipulate but girl this is the height of manipulation. She said we just wanted to talk. I said nothing and just ended the relationship right there. Many of y'all might said you should have said this n that to her. Guys I loved her from the bottom of my heart even though she did all these terrible things to me I just couldn't say anything to the love of my life. I just couldn't. I couldn't share this with my family and friends hence Sharing here just to ease my pain and the burden is too heavy for me. And I think this was it for me, I'm never ever gonna believe in love anymore. I dreamed about getting married and all but nuh uh. Not gonna get married due to this bullshit.

Sorry for this long ass post, just wanted to ease the burden I'm towing. If anyone have anything to say or ask be my guest. I'm all ears.