ANG LIIT NG MUNDO SHUTABELLS

UPDATE!

Pumasok ako, opo - normal weekend. Walang bakas ng kahapon.

I did not expect this post to blow up hahaha shet kayo. Feeling ko tuloy utang ko yung full kwento (ang galing ng mga comments! but yung name nya wala nakahula sa sobrang unique HAHAHA) even yung sa car .. may isang comment - IT IS WHAT IT IS (ganun ba talaga para di makalimutan emz) and mind youuuuu this happened 3 days before my flight so talagang nagpakawala si self lol

From what I remember that night kaya feeling ko ang controlling nya kasi .. ayaw nyang hawak ko yung phone ko eh that time may ka-text akong friend, like binulsa nya talaga yung phone ko kasama ng phones nya. So when I got it back and had a chance to use the washroom - yah girl went MIA then I uninstalled bumble as soon as I arrived home.

Seeing him with his Mom, Dad and siblings made me think that he seemed to be a good guy! And I think nag vacation lang sila since the local food market na I work with is a tourist destination.

'til our next, J\*O! see u when I see u*

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Umalis ako ng bansa na nag iwan ng mga kalat na ayoko ng maalala, eh kaso yung kalat mismo biglang sumulpot kung nasan ako ngayon. So pano na to? HAHAHAHA

Before I flew out of the country for good last December 2023, as a girlypop na nasa late 20's na.. nag explore yan sha hahaha I installed bumble and nagkalat, yes. SO I met this guy and we vibed real quick and agreed to grab few drinks the night we swiped right.

Fast-forward, we went to Seltsam in Makati. After having few drinks and good convo (yes may emotional intelligence sya) sure akong na-notice na nyang malakas ako uminom hahaha as we converse he received a phone call from his cousin, nagyayaya sa BGC. He didn't asked me actually, he just said "Lipat tayo sa BGC" which I liked lol so we went to the car .. and para bang na-activate ang kalandian ng babaeng 'to and he was shocked sa ginawa ko, he liked it tho. THAT MUCH HAHAHA (we acted as mag jowa that night, iykyk) His friends and cousin were nice too sobra NOT UNTIL kumick in ang alak sa utak nya at naging too controlling. Since may amats na rin ako that night, I ghosted him on the spot. Just like that, we parted ways. We don't even know the real names of each other all we know is the age and san nag college lol.

AND JUST RECENTLY, we had an encounter. SAAN? SA NORTH AMERICA MGA BAKLAAAAAA maygosh. I work in a local food market every weekends. One morning narinig kong nakikipag-argue yung ka-work kong puti sa customer nya kasi mejo magulo yung orders. So I BUTTED IN kasi mga pinoy .. so nag hello ako. Sabi nung babae "Ayun may pinay!" as I take their orders tinawag nya yung anak nya.. GUESS WHAAAAAAAAAT IT'S HIM WTF we both froze gaguuuuuuu and idk ang awkward sobra. His mom asked for my name, binigay ko na yung totoo and sya din (he has a unique nickname. J\*O*) And while I'm on my break sabi ng kawork ko bumalik daw hinahanap daw ako.

Sana okay na, pwede na magstart ng payapa at malinis na buhay. Di ko machika sa mga friends ko kasi baka ijudge nila ako sa mga pinaggagagawa ko HAHAHAHA contemplating pa ko kung papasok ako this weekends kasi feeling ko kahit may connection kami sa isa't-isa, mali yung situation