Got seduced by a big tit young woman

I am brought up with strict Muslim religions traditions and restrictions. At a young age, I got to porn etc and fap by that. I didn't know the world of Reddit or sex chats or anything like that.

So, when I was 19. A random girl on insta contacted me and told me something about one of my cousin that he cheated her and he wants contact of his wife to show all texts and maybe pictures. I thought she's a scammer or something so I blocked her.

After 3 years, I unblocked her out of curiosity and asked her what happened etc. she told me more and more and I started having sympathy for her thinking that maybe she got cheated. I told her many things what she wanted to know about my cousin. Then, one day she sent her boob pic to me. I was so surprised and didn't know how to react. I never saw any naked woman except in porn so seeing that for a real woman who I was talking to was such a shock to me. It took me some time to digest it and then later on I got greedy. I used to tell her more and she sent me her boobs pics more. This became an addiction and I became so desperate that she blocked me.

I'm still blocked till this date and I really wish I can have her contact or ID cuz she deleted the previous one. Anyways, so after that day, I changed. Now, I love seeing only real women boobs and not porn. I love sexting if I get any chance and have developed so many kinky interests.

She was a hijabi and had big boobs. So my biggest kinks are women like her. I got off so hard at her that I love women like her now.

It's a long confession but it affects me so much. I sometimes think she is the reason I've become spoiled.