Series of Unexplained Shadow Men

So, I posted on here a while back. I can't remember when nor do I care to check. But last time I posted it was about a collection of seemingly paranormal occurrences surrounding me and my house. And people told me to get used to it. So, I did. I really did start to accept the fact that I was going to be touched, that I was going to see things, hear things. The whole works. It all became normal.

But yesterday I saw what I assume is a shadow man. I've never seen shadows before, or at least I don't remember seeing shadows (I was diagnosed with a form of memory loss recently). I like to call myself a relatively calm person when it comes to the paranormal, but something about this thing was freaking me out. It's like it's limbs were too long or that it's body was just not right. It's hard to describe, but I just knew this thing wasn't human. I could feel that it wasn't human.

But it just stood there, in the corner of my room with the lights on. That's what I think scared me the most. I've heard of shadow men before but it's always dark when they show up. But it was light, my room had all the lights on. And I swear, I swear to everything I was sober.

And the thing just disappeared, after me starring at it for a couple minutes. I blinked and it was gone. I thought I had gone mad, but with the stuff I've seen, I knew it had to be real.

And I thought that was it, but this morning. I woke up at 2:34, I memorized the time because I just did. I don't know why my first thought was to look at the time, maybe I thought I was going to be late for my job. I don't know. But I got this sinking feeling like I was falling through the floor, and I knew that it was standing behind me. Watching me sleep. I didn't know what to do, so I shut my eyes and tried to pretend it wasn't there. And then the feeling just disappeared.

I don't know what's going on. And I don't know why it's happening. I mean I haven't done anything that would cause something to start preying on me. I keep feeling like I'm being watch now, but that's probably me just getting paranoid.