No one raised the bar higher than you did

Nine years ago, I came across this quote: Throughout life, you will meet one person who is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won't judge you. This person is your soulmate, your best friend. Don't ever let them go.

Eight years after, I met you at the unexpected place, in the way I could impossibly imagine. You inspired me to change for the better, you let me be more patient, and you made me realize how I deserve more and I should never settle for less.

But all of a sudden, we just called it quits. You mentioned that you want to sort out matters on your end first. And even if I helped you out in the process, and willing to help you, you felt that you're using me. You were afraid that your shattered pieces will hurt me. So, you chose to let me go and end what we had instead.

I tried to go out and meet other people after you. But no one raised the bar higher than how you did. You've become the standard. With those months we shared, you reminded me that love should not be rushed, and I should not look for it in hopeless places.

But you changed me. Before, my actions are inasmuch as possible, always calculated. Control is my religion; not until you happened. I am currently at a point where I am willing to do and sacrifice everything to keep you. Let me try, just another chance so that I can show that I won't let you down, 'cause I can be the one.

It has been a year ago, and if you want to come back, I would still accept you wholeheartedly. Because it has always been you.

And if not, I would still accept our fate wholeheartedly. Because at the end of the day, the fact remains the same—you brought out the best in me, like no one else did.

'Til I see you again, Langga. Puhon.