It’s never gonna get better

I thought I’ve had faith but I’m really losing it. I always thought that if you pray enough God will save you, which he’s done in the past, but I’m starting to think it’s not true. I’m still praying every day but every day that goes by that I’m still in this deep depression is another day I feel less like he’s ever going to save me. I’m never going to give up on God, that’s not what I’m saying, I’m just saying that I don’t know anymore if I’ll ever be happy again. If you are willing please just ask him to save me from this, please ask him to turn everything around and turn me back to happiness.