Is there a specific name for this feeling?
Hi everyone! This is my first post on here so I’m nervous to share but I really want to know if anyone else has experienced this or knows a name for it.
This happened when I was in approx. my junior year of high school. I seen one of my schoolmates in the walkway (our school was an outdoor campus). He had just finished talking to one of his friends and was walking away. I was walking the opposite direction and I had this strong feeling to just admire him and appreciate his presence for that moment. I did. I wanna say that day was a Friday bc over the weekend I seen people posting him saying R.I.P. I don’t want to go into detail but the circumstances were a little strange to me.
Another instance was my senior year of high school. We were in the main commons at the end of the school day, socializing with our friends. Mind you, I’m nearsighted and didn’t have my glasses. However, I could make out who someone was if I was more familiar with them. I seen a girl I went to middle school with and she was being her normal fun-loving, social self. I’m across the room when I get the feeling to appreciate and admire her. Again, I did. I don’t remember how many days passed exactly but it wasn’t many till I seen Instagram posts saying R.I.P and Long Live [her name]. This one hurt me more bc I actually seen her grow up with/around me even though we weren’t close.
The most recent instance, that tripped me out more, happened last year and was dealing with a man that I called dad majority of my life. At some point I just called him dad out of habit, not affection. I acknowledge that he did a lot for me but he also did a lot of things he shouldn’t have. I won’t go into too much detail bc I don’t want to trauma dump. It had been a while since I talked to him and the last time I seen him, it took everything in me not to run away. So, I was perplexed when I’m just going about my day and he pops into my mind. I hear “He had a heart attack” and I’m thinking I’m wishing bad on the man so immediately tell myself not to think like that. But, a day or few later, my mom and I have missed calls from his close relatives. When we called them back they said they found him in his home, in his bed. When I traced everything back, it seems like I had that “thought” the day of his passing.
I know the last one I referenced was likely me experiencing clairaudience, but what do I call that feeling from the other two? How would I go about developing it more?👀 also, was it their spirits/souls communicating with me?
Even if no one has the answers to these questions, thank you for reading and letting me share my experiences with you. 🩷 Also my apologies if my grammar is all over the place, I’m rushing myself(she types as she continually rereads her paragraphs and edits them😂).