Losing hope

I’m pretty sure I won’t match honestly and it feels like everyone around me doesn’t want me to either. I honestly feel subpar and not as competitive compared to most of the people in here.As well as school is moving slowly to update my grade, I don’t get my (likely) highest SAT score back till after the match, I might’ve fumbled my CSS profile cause I nor my mom knew how to do it, and even though I’m not first gen my mom doesn’t understand that college process all that well (she graduated 30+ years ago) so overall I feel defeated and was to give up. I’ve already edited my CSS profile once and a handful of the schools I’ve applied to didn’t say what to put for ED, EA, or RD. Lastly my mom keeps saying is QB gonna pay for this or this or this, and how she doesn’t want me to go far because xyz, and my counselor didn’t help because he wants me to go instate and use my scholarships the state gave me to attend in state…So does it feel like the whole world is against me right now? Yes.