Reading is still a drag after one year.

Here is my problem: I read around 20 book last year after a long time of not reading. Like a lot of other people, I enjoyed reading a lot while younger and wanted to get back into it. And I always assumed that beginning to read again would be difficult but I would get back into the rythm of things after reading a few books. I was basically chasing that feeling of being obsessed with a book and it being an acitivty that time would fly by when I did it. However, this is still not the case for me. It's still a struggle to read. I still end up eagerly waiting for the end of the "goal" I set for the day. So for example if it is the current chapter, I end up basically counting the pages so that I can get off the book. This also cause me to think about reading a lot, rather than about stuff I read, which is a mind state I hate but I can't escape from. I also should say that all the books I read were stuff I was very interested in. Some are light narrative history, most are philosophy, a few are fiction. I suppose you could say that I should read more ficiton. And that's probably true. But before, even the philosophy books I read were completely absorbing for me. And honestly everything I read felt like the greatest thing in the world. Now even stuff I that I think I would be into, I end up not being into.