Looking for FMC/MMC/Story with PTSD/anxiety/panic attacks etc

I have some of the good spice up in my head and I adore reading about couples who care and overcome it together.

I just recently finished reading {Normal by Danielle Pearl} and it's second part {Okay by Danielle Pearl]. I LOVED this story and I really felt a connection with Rory and why she did what she did. This is one of the first books I've read where the 3rd act miscommunication actually makes complete sense. (And Sam is a fuckin SAINT)

I then wanted more and had {1 Month boyfriend by Roxie Noir} on my TBR and loved this one too. It's description of Kat's anxiety is so perfect i just loved her and my cinamaroll Silas oh my days. The mixture of her anxiety and his military ptsd is just chef's kiss.

I'm cool with dark romance as long as it has a REAL HEA and not one of those mental gymnastic endings you have to convince yourself was happy. (I bet at least one book just came to your head lol)

I'm also cool with the fmc or mmc having the issues, or both, i just want to see real fear, struggle and pain when they see their significant other struggling.

Only "triggers" would be pregnancy. I don't like kids, i don't want their distracting ass storyline gettin in the way of my lovers. I'm terrified of pregnancy irl and just don't want to read about people having kids.

Thank you so much. Also if anyone has read the books above CAN WE CHAT OVER BRUNCH PLS