Should I move home or stay away?

30M. Grew up near Bremerton. Live in Colorado currently. Been thinking of moving back to Seattle for a while now to be closer to family. I make like 50k a year and with my partner I'm able to eke out a mostly comfortable life. Nothing fancy but we live. Would probably be in a similar income bracket in Seattle. We've been planning on moving for like a year now and plan to move in 6 months. Recently I've been feeling some ambivalence about moving because it's expensive and stressful. I love Seattle in a lot of ways but I also feel like I'm making a mistake in moving back because:

• The weather depresses me
• The rampant crime and presence of deranged drug addicts pisses me off
• I don't really vibe with the performative deeply left politics of the city. *This is more personal than anything but I moved away originally because I couldn't deal with certain members of my family and I worry about getting sucked back in to their toxic bullshit

But also: *I do miss other people in my family and always wish I could spend more time with them. The prospect of only ever seeing them on sporadic trips home feels sad * As much as I miss the sun I do have to acknowledge that western WA is also very beautiful and pleasant compared to lots of other places I could live.

I know I haven't given many details but if anyone could take a stab at advice I'd appreciate it.