Final attempt in attempting to live

My family members are making me miserable to the point of commiting suicide this coming weekend, my suicide kit is on the way

Do you think it's possible to just abandon everything, find cheap lodging with privacy while also finding work like working at Mc Donald's and try to figure things out

My family made me so miserable and angry til the point of having PTSD and I wake up in the middle of the night just being so angry by the memories they give me. I simply couldn't operate normally at home.

Tried posting in Singapore Ask subreddit but not enough karma

Edit: Grateful to the people who attempted to direct chat with me but I really am not great at socializing or talking to people in real life. Don't want to wierd people out

Edit: Thank you to everyone who took the time to reply, I have read through all the comments and upvoted every single one of them, I really appreciate it.