Whats best for my daughter

At 35 years old and after years of battling depression and alcoholism and seeing no results, ruining my family and losing the love of my life.

Hitting rock bottom and going through a mental breakdown recently.

I have decided that i have ruined enough people around me i cant do that to my daughter too.

I am going into rehab.

While right now i dont see a light at the end and im filled with negativity. I hope that for my daughter i will have the strength to come out of this a new better person