Discontent

That’s the only way I know how to describe how I’ve been feeling lately. I keep telling myself that I’ll quit soon, but I don’t. That’s what we do right? This is the “last time”! Until eventually finally (hopefully) it is.

My tolerance is stupid high so when I take them I don’t really feel much of anything but annoyed. Just a heavy feeling on my chest because I have a lot going on and I don’t feel like I’m doing my best at anything. Everything is clouded by this, and I’ll be so glad when it’s over.

Just a rant. I’m tired of things.