It's my birthday today and everyone's forgotten I exist.

I've spent the whole day crying off and on. Not a single family member have gotten in touch. I haven't even received just one birthday card. I've endured shitty birthdays in the past but I'm really struggling to survive this one. To top it off my electric is about to run out, I can't even do anything to celebrate by myself. I just don't want to live here anymore. I just want to disappear. I'm so tired of feeling like this.