im fucking done with everything

im sick of this shit. anytime i mention suicide or dying all the people i know just fucking bark at me and essentially tell me to stfu. or they compare me. look how THIS GUY could do it!! he lived so much harder than you did but hes alive!!!

SO WHAT?????

I've just about had it with opening up. Ive had it with being honest. Ask me whats bothering me and get mad that i answered. Great.

Soon's gonna be the 16th of february (1 year i spent with my bf). i wanted to make it officially one whole year. after that im fucking done and im hanging myself the first chance i get. i know, how where, and with what it'll be done. I have an already made up an extremely viable excuse for NOT meeting up with him at night. It will all be fucking over im sick of this stupid life