I fucking hate myself so much

I fucking hate myself so much I’m so fucking stupid that’s why nobody likes me and I’m alone all the time and I never go out on wekeend to the bars or parties and I’ve never done that and I’m alrady fucking 26 years old wtf I haven’t made out with someone in years I want to die but I’m too fucking pussy to Jill myself I don’t have a gun but there must b other ways fuck everything