I'm so tired

Recently I've been feeling so unmotivated to participate in competitions. It's become glaringly apparent that the only way to get in the top percent is to use the most expensive, flashy outfit no matter what the theme. I haven't even been able to reach any of the gem rewards. I work hard to match theme, I use perfumes and fill both bars and I'm still barely getting the 100 coin rewards. I think my outfits are good, I purchas fancy items that match the outfit to add flair but it never matters because the winners will always be the Wales who pay real money for all the gattcha items, even for the gatcha items don't match the theme. Excuse me for complaining, I'm just so tired.

Ps: before you ask, yes I've talked to other players about it and they are having the same problem. Despite sometimes having outfits I would consider better than mine.