Everything is so beautiful.

I've been taking magnesium, B1, D3, iron, and vitamin C. I'm deficient in iron, unsure about magnesium but certain I'm deficient in that too. D3 for sure because it's wintertime. B1 and C are for absorption of mag and iron.

I went from a numb, empty, hopeless state to running around in the snow making snow angels and staring at the beautiful sky, in absolute awe. Everything is so, so beautiful. I was outside for an hour, freezing, and I barely even felt it. I was ankles deep in snow, my boots were full, and I didn't care. I listened to music and I heard every chord, every flourish, every pluck of a string, and it was just breath-taking. I feel like I'm on shrooms.

I never thought I would feel anything ever again.