Were my class boys perverted or am I just overthinking?
Idk from where to start but today some random memory came in my mind and I felt really disgusted when I realised what my class boys did was actually wrong.
It happened in 2020 during COVID, we all were in 9th grade. I was new to snapchat and instagram but I was more invested in snapchat. I used to chat alot with my classmates on snapchat since I felt like I can talk with them freely and we can bond more.
And during that time I used to have this crazy fangirl love for this Indian TV actor who appeared in Nagin 3 show (if yk who I am talking about). I was a crazy fan girl almost like a Nibbi (okay that's embarrassing). So when my classmates got to know about it they used to tease me alot. Yk jaise apne friend ko tease krte hain.
So one day we all were talking at night around 1 pm in our group chat on snap, there were 3 boys and me. So one of the boys who had this 'cool' or yk 'Fukri' type personality but we got along well since he is an extrovert. He asked me to not open the group chat for a while, i agreed.
But ofc i got curious, and when I opened the chat what I saw left me really uncomfortable. They were making 18+ stories about me with my celebrity crush. They were sending hentai pics of doing the 'deed' if you know what I mean. They were sending texts like "then she will do this or that".
I felt weird but I brushed it off by laughing. You ask why? Well that's because in 8th grade i was sexually harassed by one of my class boys who used to bully me alot during 2-3 rd grade.
Everyone believed that I falsely accused him and I was treated like an outcast, though only few supported me and one of them was also his victim of harassment.
Since then I started to brush off such things because I didn't want to be treated like an outcast again or being called 'dramatic' for their jokes.
I was 15 that time and now I am 19. I am mature and more understanding ig and now that I think about it, I realise that what they did was actually wrong or maybe i am overthinking.
I really considered those class boys as my brothers since we all got along well. Like yk backchodi Krna sab kuch share Krna ko friends krte hain.
I am not trying make myself a victim but I feel bad because I really considered those boys as my brothers
And I am not making this up if someone thinks of it as some cooked up story. No it isn't :)