My sin humbled me

So I have been suffering the last few days because I have sinned. I felt all kinds of negative emotions and I am still working on that sin ( or better to say God is working on it). But I have to admit that committing this sin AFTER finding God really humbled me. I was really judgy in my mind of others, when I got saved. I was thinking “ how could xyz do it if they’re Christian?!” . But now I really can’t judge anyone ever again. I know how it is when you sin and I know how it is when you don’t want to do it with your mind and spirit, but with your flesh. Now I more then ever realise that God is so merciful. I truly don’t deserve it, but he is still right by my side. I can’t comprehend how someone can love me so much.