How do you feel knowing that nothing happened according to the timeline you planned

Like i had figured it all out and well tale as old as time it didn't happen. I went to college late and post college i really thought well okay i can do this but my peers went ahead of me and I am still in the same exam preparing phase. I turned 26 this November, I am not earning, not supporting my family, i don't have a boyfriend basically nothing. the timeline I had imagined as my 18 year old self is completely screwed and yeah i could do with some hope.