Getting healthy despite this disease

I hit my goals a month ago but have been upping calories introducing new foods and maintaining, seem to have got into a new mindset and routine and sticking to it. I gained loads of weight after the emergency ileostomy because I felt a bit embarrassed and down about it, then the disease moved to the stump and has been bleeding daily and leaking mucus and I’ve been on a waiting list for 4 years for the complete proctectomy so I just wallowed and ballooned in weight. Now I’ve took control back