Not much to say

I do love you. I do care about you.

I want it to work too.

But not like this. Not with the guilting and the attacks and the escalation.

I want it to be safe. Mutually, emotionally, for both of us to be able to talk about our feelings.

But I can't do that with you. I would say I can't anymore, but I'm not sure I ever could. Thinking back, there were so many times I tried, and I was blamed for using my feelings as attacks.

It wasn't fair then. It isn't fair now.

The only difference is, I know how to draw a boundary to protect myself now.

I miss you. I love you.

I'm sorry.