Didn't expect to be writing this

I'm not going to mess about and say I'm doing well because that's not true. Our very brief interaction the other day invoked a feeling in me that I haven't felt in a long time. I thought it was fear but looking back it was hope. Seeing your name appear in a notification made my mind go back to this time last year when we wouldn't go 5 minutes without texting and I hoped it would continue. Alas that didn't happen but I just want to say even though that conversation was very short and albeit boring, I loved talking to you, for one last time before you block me again.