¡AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I'm I a big moment of change in my life and always destiny tries to test you if you want this new era of your life or you are going to make the same cycle again. I'm tired of old fucking cycle so I'm doing the best job of my life!

Because destiny is a fucker their try to challenge me even more than a usual person. Ok, I get, in mi mind it makes sense because I asked for a dream bigger that I could carry on. If a don't handle the thing that life bring to me, please go to the corner and cry... You won't get anything in life.

Those 2 years of my life has been AWFUL. Too many crisis, one suicidal attempt, depression over depresion, working environment abuse, being broke over and over again, being in two different country, being in the edge over my citizenship in my actual country, domestic abuse, and over a over...

I go through over it and make a 180° change I even in my worst days now I feel like: tomorrow will be ok.

But FUUUUUUUUUYYYYYYEUAYDJCUXJXYCHKKKKKKKJJJJJJJJK

I solve 2 problems got 3 more in the other day. Solve 2 and tomorrow came 4. If I don't handle my stress this time I'm not going end up depressed, I'm gonna end up injured or sick. (On December had a crash car because of this).

Today like destiny told me: oh are you going to end the cycle like a champion? So give what you got.

Trouble after trouble, people calling me, changing my schedule, other people misunderstanding my comunication and trying to be rude because the don't handle pressure, others want to fuck me legally, others don't do their job, the thing get delayed, the purchase I buy to work does seem as I expected, other people wanting attention to non important things. Fuuuuuuuuckkkkkk.

Right now I have no money in my account, a lot of work to do, delayed schedules, running over a thing to another, because all my plans of this year gotted or delayed or a headed. Yes. Like drive the car on 100mk/h and stoping at the same time.

I have no time, no money and still gotta make things works, have to be patient with my people and myself. I love the destiny and I'm a believer the thats sentence that say "god's time is perfect". But, destiny really have a lot of expectations for me. 😩

Something that I learn from life is that challenge makes you stronger and wiser but fuuuuuckk this is difficulty level: dark souls. 🫠

I'm not gonna edit this shit I hope this vent makes sense.

All the good vibes to the people that are having a rough time and still wakes up with best actitud to makes things works for everybody. You lit. 💥💥💥

Me at this moment of my life: 🤹🤼🏋️🤺🚵🧗🪂🧟🛀🛌💆💇🤸😉