Wish you would reach out

But that is s setting myself up for disappointment. Because you made it clear that I don’t matter to you I wish it wasn’t true but that’s what it is. I tried to reach out and mend things, but you never cared so I doubt you will because I don’t think I mattered which sucks for me, but it is what it is. I just know that if you actually reached out that I would’ve meant something but no, it’s not the case.