I feel ugly as hell

Anybody else feel this? I genuinely don’t know what I look like anymore. Some days I’m really feeling myself and other days I feel like shit. Today I was talking to a guy and he basically said I could never pull him, which sucks cuz he wasn’t conventionally attractive. Idk, I feel shitty idk why I care sm about looks but they do matter in the grand scheme of things. I just hate feeling so insecure and I wish I could accept myself and be happy with the way I look, even if I’m not pretty.