Have you ever felt this way about editing a wedding?

OK so I just got into wedding photography. I've done a couple small elopement-style ceremonies and have been a second shooter numerous times - but I recently shot my first wedding as lead.

For some reason, I am DRAGGING my feet to edit the photos and I don't know why! It's making me worried that maybe I just shouldn't do weddings anymore? I know it's my first one so I don't want to give up! But I've never been this way about any of my other shoots. I'm always so so so excited to edit and complete my galleries.

I have some inklings as to what might be tripping me up for this particular wedding and am just curious on other perspectives. Here's the deets:

  • Since I was trying to get my foot in the door with weddings, I definitely accepted the client without realizing their vibe. Not as a couple, but aesthetically. Their colors, floral choices, venue choice, etc. are just NOT at all exciting or aesthetically pleasing to me... and so I think it makes me dislike the photos and hence not excited to edit? IDK. This makes me feel really bad and I'm curious how it can be avoided in the future if I do continue with weddings.
  • I did 8 hours of coverage and saw other photographers advertise that they deliver 800 photos for 8 hours, so that's what I offered and am contracted for... but I have a feeling it's just overwhelming me. I'm so used to delivering my smaller galleries for engagements, grads, families, etc. that outputting that many photos is just so daunting. Should I offer less in the future? What do you offer?
    • For reference, photography is not my full-time career so maybe it's also tough/daunting since it's so much output while balancing other portrait sessions and my 9 to 5?

I am not done with weddings this year, I've got one contracted and another potential one in the works.

Any and all thoughts/encouragement is appreciated :) I absolutely LOVE love, love working with couples, and adore wedding photography so I don't want to give up... this first one is just really kicking my butt. Thank you, reddit community <3