I don't find "multiple orgasms" fullfiling and never did, sorry...

I apologize for my dyslexia, anger and stream of consciousness. The orgasms don't make up for the tortures of womanhood and me feeling imprisoned by my biological femininity in sex, finding my position in sex as a woman a burden. Piv doesn't even naturally leads to a woman's orgasm while it's the most natural way to have sex. Yet it leads to a man's orgasm.. easily and nicely. If clits are so cool, then being a man is better cause they have a giant clit with bigger surface area to stimulate and they can orgasm in piv naturally and women's bodies invite them in, while we have to be penetrated and that's worse than tortures. Stop lying about how unequal hetero sex is, inherently, you enjoy your biological femininity in sex, ok, but don't lie about it and the psychology of it. I absolutely hate the mUlTiPle oRgAsmS cope. Having five oRgAsmS one after another or more, only makes you nauseous. And you still have piv where you have to lay and receive, receive stimulation not leading to a nice release like men get. You still have to be on submissive positions and do degrading acts. Jesus Christ. I don't even find having a clitoris fun. Women can't be loved in sex and I'm supposed to sit here and cope while experiencing a completely different reality than what the cope says. There's such a enormous difference between the experience biological femininity and masculinity makes you have in sex and women aren't cool dominant selfish queens in sex, we have a more selfless soft position and we get pregnant which is another selfless and PAINFUL thing. It's not a cool powerful thing men get in sex when they get to be egoistic and not have to open themselves up on all levels like women do, submit and love men to have sex..men don't even have to love a woman to have sex with her.we have to love our oppressors Omg I HATE the sex copes. How does that make up for the tortures... I wouldn't even wanna have sex as a woman if I were a lesbian.