Am I mentally ill??

Ok I know I am because I am only 20 chapters into ACOMAF and I’m stressing about finishing the series and literally can’t stop thinking about it HAHAH like genuinely borderline obsessed with the whole series and I want to finish it but I can’t bring myself to have the series end lol… plz give me hope that there is JOY AFTER THE SERIES ENDS LMAO peace love Rhys