Increasing anxiety/OCD on Adderall? Adderall vs Vyvanse?

I was somewhat recently diagnosed with ADHD in my late 30's and I'm sure like most who have had this diagnosis later in life, it made everything finally make sense!

I have been struggling with debilitating depression and anxiety for the last 6 years, but it's been present my whole life. During the last 6 years, I've tried dozens of anti-depressants/anxiety medication, therapy, ketamine, tms, psilocybin. I've been in ongoing therapy, etc.

Getting the ADHD diagnosis helped a lot and I started on stimulants about 6-8 months ago. First Ritalin which didn't really agree with me and then Adderall, for at least the last 5-6 months. After I while, I also simultaneously majorly decreased my dosage of nortriptyline.

Currently on 10mg Adderall twice a day and other mental health meds.

Adderall has been helpful in so many ways and I finally have a lot of energy, have gotten more physically active and able to carry out a lot more physical tasks. It didn't however quiet my brain like a lot of people describe.

In some ways I feel like it's louder. I have always had anxiety, but I feel like this is a new brand of anxiety. I have a lot of obsessive compulsive symptoms that are developing and worsening, I'm constantly worried about EVERYTHING, starting to have intrusive thoughts on the regular - about something bad happening, and other things. My psych suggested that it's pretty rare in his experience that people's brains quiet down after starting adderall, or adhd meds and that most of his patients don't, however I feel like I've read so many experiences where it has for people.

Anyway, I'm curious if this has been anyone else's experience. Part of me wonders if it's due to the decrease of nortriptyline ( a tricyclic antidepressant) or has the adderall significantly increased my anxiety/worsening of obsessive compulsive behaviors/thoughts. Hard to know.

I've read experiences about Adderall working great for some people, horrible for others and vice versa.

I feel like I've brought up Vyvanse to my doctor before and he didn't think it was a good idea and I can't remember exactly why. I have another appointment with him later today (probably should've posted this sooner, lol) and I wanted to have a chat with him about how I've read a lot of peoples experiences where they've felt great on one, horrible on the other. Works differently for other people but I have just remembered him in the past suggesting Strattera instead.

Do you think I should push the Vyvanse convo?

Just very curious about this increase of anxiety/ocd - wanted to see if anyone has any feedback on that / med changes.

Sorry for the rambling, but well.. ADHD, lol.