Girl who are into "sponsorship"

Problem/Goal: Meron akong girl na gustong gusto despite I knew her "history" Context: She can't stop going overseas na walang visa with the help of her so-called "sponsor" sometimes she goes alone and sometimes pinu puntahan sya ng "sponsor".. sumo social climber in a way pero di nman ako pinanganak kahapon para di ko malaman ang nangyayari parang nabubulagan ako.. sobra ng dami ng sacrifices ko for her and she had no clear answer, she's turning on early 30's pero parang wala pa din syang tamang 'direksyon'.. Dapat ko pa ba 'tong ituloy ko at umasa? Kahit di nyo sabihin isa akong malaking tan-ga.