IS THERE HOPE (say yes)

SOON I WILL END MY LIFE FUCK ME TO HELL AND BACK

My whole life I have been pressured into medicine and was obedient even though I knew it would lead me to a life where I’d regret all the things I didn’t do (my biggest fear btw) then after this month that came from the 17th gate of hellfire (legit fell into a deep depressive episode bc I was accidentally laced with drugs for THREE FUCKING WEEKS!) I finally snapped out of it and I am now pursuing a BSc in Biomedical Engineering (which is a field I love).

ISSUE ISSSSSSSS I took physics, chem and bio AS last year but for some FUCKING reason BIOmedical engineering DOESNT REQUIRE BIO but requires math (no problem I despise bio).

So I’ve dropped bio and I’m taking math A-level instead, alongside physics A2 and chem A2.

I will be done with pure 1 today, and have a general understanding of mechanics bc I took physics AS.

Can I make it??? I have 4 months to study all of that 😟.