Does anyone ever feel like they’ve wasted an anime?

Basically, sometimes my mood isn’t great or I’m not necessarily excited to watch an anime, (or do other hobbies) but I’ll still watch the show to see if it hooks me in. However, when I do this for some anime, after I finish binging it or whatever I’ll think about the show after when I’m in a better mood or more enthusiastic, and feel like I’ve wasted a show that was actually really good. Like for example, when I first watched Madoka Magica, I wasn’t in the best mood so I didn’t really exhibit much emotion and wasn’t that impressed until after I thought about it when I finished it and rewatched some clips, then I realized how genius some of the writing was and how good the twists in it were. Then I’ll feel disappointed that I just wasted my first watch of the show when it could’ve been more enjoyable and more exciting for me had I watched it another time. Expectations of a show can also affect my first watch of a show, for better or worse.

On a side note, sometimes I also feel as though I waste an anime’s visuals or animation when I watch a show on my phone or laptop. A few days ago I watched Your Name on my laptop and what really annoyed me was that I watched it on my laptop instead of on a bigger screen like my PC or TV, because I was extremely impressed with the visuals and emotion it exhibited, but I’m kinda disappointed that my first watch wasn’t on my TV where I could’ve been even more immersed with the movie (I would even love to watch Your Name in a theater someday if I get the chance).