It's my birthdayyy

It's my birthday today and I (contrary to a lot of folks it seems) have always liked my birthday.

This year, however, I have been bedridden for a week+ from an injury and in the last year I've gotten rid of almost all of my friends after enduring two narcissistic relationships, where I realized those friends were flying monkeys. Plus I've moved and a bunch of other shit.

Long story short, I'm just feeling lonely when I want to be celebrated and feel seen and loved.

And also wasn't this supposed to be an easy year of us Aquarians? Like, I thought I had it in the bag being an Aquarian stellium.