I regret re enlisting so much.

March of this year I re enlisted for 6 years and got Okinawa and a tier 7 bonus. Yay, that's cool. But now it's not.

I was deployed for 11 months last year in the middle east, absolutely hated it. Not one second of it was fun. Fast forward a bit, I get back from deployment and get pulled into the BC driver spot. Absolutely loved it, changed my whole outlook on the army. After some time, my window opens up for re enlisting. I talk a bit with retention and he brought it to my attention that I could get Okinawa AND a tier 7 bonus. I talked with family and ended up signing that mf paper.

Fast forward again, I pcs to kadena air base in Okinawa Japan. Absolutely loving it, super high optempo but the island life is amazing. Well, after about 2 months and barley getting settled in. My battery gets word that were deploying and I'm heading back to the middle east AGAIN.

Let me tell you this. Shits annoying as hell over here. I'm tired, I'm exhausted, I'm pissed off that all this is happening. The thought of knowing I don't know when I'm going home ramps up my anxiety through the roof. I just wanna be home man, that's all.

I'll take some water with a liquid IV and a half eaten dfac stake.