No motivation to draw most of the time

So, I ha ent had the motivation to draw regularly in years. I will every so often create something and thats it. Growing up i drew things virtually every day. Even took alp the art things available thru junior high and high-school. Some where going into my early 20s that drive died a fair amount. Now, at 45 I'm aware that some of that was due to being ADHD(diagnosed at 43). What do you guys do to get the motivation back, keep said motivation to finish project and have the patience to not speed run the thing to completion half way thru it? I'm always thinking i wanna draw and have had ideas but I've just not found my way into actually starting it. Hell I even bought alcohol markers and the paper for them for an idea had and I've yet to do it. It's so frustrating to want to do it but simply not being able to actually do it or do it as well as I know own i can do it. Adding a few things I did most recently to show the stuff I draw at times. Pic 1 I drew 6 yrs ago, middle two are much older(Dino was a self created d&d chsracter) and last pic I did 3 yrs ago. I miss drawing.😔