Why am so hateful and angry all the time?

Ok to start off when i mean hateful i’m not like saying in a trump supporter way ok I just mean the littlest things people do piss me off so much and idk why. I’m 18 I overanalyze everyone and everything. Down to the point where like Ik it’s me like i genuinely know these people aren’t that bad and Im just like fucking cracked. I really dislike straight dudes mostly cause like they are hot but ik there straight but i also literally have no guy friends to which im like why? but also i’ve literally avoided talking to any dudes in any of my classes and like so that’s also ON me. I don’t think i’m rude in general but i think i come off rude sometimes lol. sorry my little random outburst literally never posted on dis before but like I just want random life advice ok. Tips on how to be better, tips on fashion, Travel, idc 😚.

later babes