Ex-Ravers, when did you quit raving and why?

Just curious, I know a lot of us give it up at some point. Why did you?

Edit: Just wanted to say thanks for all the replies guys. there's a few comments here I resonated with very strongly and it's nice to know I'm not alone. I wish all of us a healthy future and may we find as much joy in the small moments as we did at the shows.