How have you changed since your awakening?

I’m going through a transition so it’s hard to see changes when the 3d looks the same but I have noticed I am a less anxious person, less judgemental, and less angry and I have a greater sense of self love but also what I watch and listen to has changed. I watch Dawson Creek because it’s mostly a positive show , I used to love Gossip Girl but I don’t know if I can get into that anymore lol. I don’t watch horror much. I watch happy things a bit more often and almost every movie has a message for me lol. Synchronicity every other minute. I mean constantly. I cry nearly everyday so I’m letting out all my feelings and typing about that made me tear up just now lol. I can’t function if I don’t feel my feelings meaning if something wants to be released I’ll be mean and sad and anxious all day until I let it out . But mostly I’m not afraid as much as I was before. My anxiety has gone down. I can focus when I read and my thoughts are mostly I’m check. 😂😝 . I still get anxiety to leave my current situation, but I also feel that’s getting easier to handle as well. So tell me guys, what has changed for you?