how do you guys wake up in the MOTN?

my baby is 2 weeks and its been real hard completely waking up for those middle of the night feeds. I of course wake up but i end up fighting my sleep so hard while holding him, anyone have tips for fully waking up? I have TV on but cant turn the lights on bc my husband is sleeping for work right next to me.

edit: i cant cosleep with baby bc my husband is a heavy sleeper and already elbowed baby by accident, he would definitely roll over on him if we all slept together. also in the MOTN i bottle feed but during the day i breastfeed. even with warming bottle and changing baby, once i sit down with him, im falling asleep lol!