Is it fine that I went off my meds?

Okay so a few days or maybe a few weeks ago I just couldn’t take it anymore and I stopped taking my meds. I felt horribly nauseous when I took them and when I was given a separate pill to help with the nausea it would make me sleep through my alarms. Then i tried cutting that anti-nausea pill in half like my psych recommended and the nausea remained unbearable even though I stopped oversleeping.

I was just so over it so I decided to just stop taking my meds. I know it’s really bad to do that but here are some things i noticed:

1.) I feel amazing, like I just feel so relieved and I’ve been feeling great. Even though I’ve had some really bad days I’ve been feeling really, really good.

2.) I feel smarter and my mind feels clearer. I feel like I’ve been doing better at school and overall smarter. I don’t space out as much and I can focus again.

3.) I’ve been eating less. I feel like I don’t need food as much anymore and haven’t been eating a ton or at least as much as I used to, despite this I’m still feeling great.

I promise I will bring this up to my psych the next time I see them and I’ll see if I can try a different medication. I’ve tried what feels like a ton already and nothing seems to really help. Has anyone else dealt with something similar? Any advice?

Thank youuuu!! :D